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[May. 5th, 2009|01:09 pm] |
HAHAHA this is weird. the same thing happened last night while i was at mac. haha seriously, i hate it happening when i'm all pale, sickly looking, trying to bury my head in my books.
anw, omg, yesterday i went serangoon mac for overnight study alone. & around 12am, there came this really weird old lady..... btw, she has nothing to do with the above statement!
i think she's a lil mentally unsound, quite poor thing. she ordered like two large fries, & took like ten cups of water. she sat in between me & another couple & started like throwing vulgarities at us, at the work crew. she even like, squashed the the plastic cup ON HER HEAD & threw it on the floor. i think she has like split personalities, because she was laughing & screaming one moment, scolding herself & asking herself to shut up the next. i was so afraid man, haha. i know i'm a lil retarded, but i can't help to have goosebumps whenever things like that happen. i would feel extremely vulnerable. :( anw, she continued to do her thing for a while & finally settled down to eat her fries.
the end.
YOU REALLY THINK THAT'S THE END, OMG?!
she went to offer napkins to the couple & i & she went to talk to the couple. haha i bet they were freaked out too because they hardly maintained eye contact with her. teehee. i was secretly laughing at them & you know what they say, what goes around, comes around. she came to me. :( she tapped me on my shoulder & asked me if i was studying etc etc, i was almost going to shiver plz, i was so freaked out. as in i don't dislike her, i mean she can't control it all. it's just a personal thing since young, i would get v tensed up whenever i meet weird ppl. anw, she was like looking at me for idk what reason, & there was one time i took out phone to text, she leaned over, trying to see what i was typing!!
BWAHHHHHH :( FREAKED ME OUT TOTALLY.
luckily she left around 1am & i could finally study in peace. i'm going back again tonight, hopefully i don't see her..
& yesterday was so fruitful! i completed two balance sheets & profit&loss, two NPV & two cashflow! HAHA PROUD PROUD. reading this deb? PROUD!? HAHAHAHA POA FTW
my mum was the sweetest, she bought me ginseng tea to perk me up last night. :)
anw, i'll be going for tuition later before coming back to sleep for awhile. overnight study ftw!
okay, it's gossip girl time. every tue is gossip girl time MUAHAHAHA idk whether is the latest episode out yet though. it's getting more & more interesting i reckon! omg blair is back with nate haha wtf. what i didn't expect the most. but i guess with gossip girl, you can expect anything. i can't wait for dan & serena to be back again, i just know they will!
AWWWWW SOMEONE SCREAM SWEET! :)
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[May. 4th, 2009|12:19 am] |
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i had 7eleven cheese hot dog today. omg i've to rave about this. it's the most delicious hot dog you can find in the neighbourhood yet. for me that is. i went to google it but i can't find any pictures for you guys. too bad.
anw i was saying, omg! i love how the cheese hot dog is filled with cheese. it's like, even if you suck the cheese, there will still be cheese inside when you take another bite! don't you just hate it when you buy a cheese hot dog, thinking that, omg this is filled with yummy cheese & when you take your second bite, you realise that all the cheese are gone! i hate it when that happens.
i fell in love with 7eleven cheese hotdog a few months back. i would always walk past this 7eleven after tuition with my kid @ bedok south. the first time i tried it was because i was hungry to the max & i needed some food else i would have fainted. after that time, i will ALWAYS buy the cheese hot dog whenever i go there for tuition. haha makes me happy to the max.
that day i walked past this group of temasek jc students ( tpjc is just opp of my kid's place ) & they saw me eating my cheese hot dog. i could see the jealousy in their eyes & i bet they ran to 7eleven to buy one too! HAHAH EXAGGERATING MUCH I KNOW BUT IT'S REALLY THAT NICE. the only thing i don't like, is that the sizes vary. like you never know if your hot dog would be fat & round. sigh. nevertheless, any size it may be, THE HOT DOG WILL STILL BE FULLY FILLED WITH CHEESE HAHA AWESOME MUCH NOT YOU TELL?!
bliss man.
anyway, i just posted my look on runwaycity yesterday night! HAHA so glad i finally had the guts to do it. i love that place seriously. some ppl have the most amazing clothes & style i tell you. & some of them are so young haha omgzx. nevermind, i'll try to dress well whenever i go out provided i'm not lazy luh haha & take pictures with my girls & post there again! :)
omg i really want my dad's polaroid. but he keeps telling me it's antique & he wants to keep it in its original condition! FWAHHHH DADDY :( nevermind, after exams, i'll have all the time to bug him haha.
okay, i wanted to destress by blogging. now i've gotta get back to studying. 2 more weeks to freedom! & i'll be heading to different countries YAY!
I DEPEND ON THIS TO SURVIVE EVERYDAY. btw, he's quite cute HAHAH.
STRESSED !!
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[May. 2nd, 2009|11:02 pm] |
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woke up from my afternoon nap at 4-ish. i was so tired the whole morning & i didn't bring my specs to school so i couldn't copy the NPV calculations & now i've to do them myself. i went to bed at 2am last night but i just couldn't seem to fall asleep. no idea why. then at 4am, this guy called my house JUST WHEN I WAS GETTING ALL DREAMY & spoke in this weird language! omg, i swear i wanted to slap him at that moment. it's 4am, hello?! & then i start the whole routine of tossing & turning & before i knew it, my alarm clock rang. i think i hardly slept plz :( the first part of poa today was alright, i didn't doze off! but i couldn't take it after the break & i went out of the LT looking for a place or bench to sleep. there wasn't any so hahahahahaha, i went to sleep at the toilet. HAHAHAH it's easy if you know how. just put down the cover of the toilet bowl, sit down & sleep. plus sim's toilets are not really smelly so ya. slept for 10mins or so & decided to make my way back.
lesson ended at 1130. went home & slept from 12. shiok to the max.
& haha shall post some pictures up to make this blog more lively. took them in the morning when angeline & i were bored & she wanted to look fair in the photos because the toilet light seems to make her look fairer. haha you shall see.
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[May. 1st, 2009|03:22 am] |
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hahaha fucking lame, blogging at 330am in the morning. nothing better to do seriously. well i'm studying poa now & i just can't seem to absorb in anymore numbers. they are like, swimming in my head now & i reckon i need some sleep. but before that, wanna post up some pictures. last friday saw ivy & i attending a charity dinner ( jojo had exams so she couldn't go ) & we went zouk afters. HAHA. sorry cousin & gang, plz don't kill me because i didn't go butter with you all on sat. trust me, it was impromptu ( justina's fave word ) as we were dressed up all & we didn't wanna waste the night teehee. after the charity dinner which was organised by FOC, we cabbed down to zouk. despite the time, we could still get in phuture which was such a relief for us haha. my heels were killing me i swear & i had to ask a security guard at the hotel nearby for plasters. haha loser.
yesterday was my mummy's birthday! we celebrated it by having high tea @ furama on sunday. & omg, never go there. the high tea sucks despite it being @ furama. the only food that was nice was probably the pancakes & the soup haha wtf. to think daddy paid so much for one person & the high tea turned out to be so disappointing. anw, she went out with daddy yest for the whole day & we had a small celebration for her at night. prima deli's cheesecake is good stuff. was it prima deli? oh boy, i can't remember.
exams in few days time. i think i'm studying overnight too much for my good. my stomach was aching terribly this morning. you know like those kind of pain that you can feel even when you're sleeping? haha i'm weird. anw, i went to the toilet for a million times & now i feel as weak as a jellyfish. ahhhhh 2 more weeks to freedom.
okay pictures.
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|10:16 pm] |
i didn't want this to happen. there's this intense fear & anxiety inside me, that i'm unfamiliar of. i think, there's something wrong, but i can't seem to find the courage to face it, & to take tests to prove it. whenever i think about this, my tears welled up. i'm scared, yes i admit i'm scared. lately, everything seems to be going the wrong way. haywire. i don't want to just, leave. just leave like that without doing enough, do you get?
nevermind, it's okay. i'm nobody, nobody. you don't get me, because i don't get you too. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|12:53 pm] |
im now stuck at home because it's raining & i can't go over to the post office & mail my parcels. but hey, who's complaining? the weather has been a bitch for the past few days. it's been so humid man. i would perspire few mins after i take a bath every time. wtf? & i would switch on the air con the minute i reach home. well, so im glad its raining finally. some natural breeze at last.
i've been studying overnight so much, i'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. :( as in my body all. exams are just in 8 days time omg sounds more horrible than more than a week. haha. i hate walking into the exam hall feeling lost so i better make sure i prepare myself well this week.
okay, i shall go read up on pbf while waiting for the rain to stop & make my way to the P.O. & i still have tuition after that sigh. poor kid is not having it any better than me. their exams are in one week's time too haha too bad.
kthxbai |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2009|04:49 pm] |
i just reached home not long ago & i finally finished replying all the emails for theredcouture. can't say i don't like it because more emails means more business. & every customer is important so the first thing i do when i reach home everyday is to check emails :) haha. i went thrifting at the family store @ upper serangoon just now after school haha. i love the mouldy smell in there teehee. there're like tons of old & new stuff there but i didn't seem to find anything i like. maybe i should go to the other branches next time. i have like this whole list of thrift stores that i wanna check out. i guess that will have to wait until after the exams :( i can't wait for exams to come & go seriously. plenty of stuff i wanna do. thinking of flying overseas again to bring stocks in for theredcouture, sounds good? :) i'm most probably gg to bring in whole load of designs this time & i swear that i'll buy that pair of oxford heels! & many other pairs of oxford & loafers. & i'll shop til i drop! YES YES YES! haha & all these will have to wait sighzx.
i've like so much to update, lots of overdue pictures. thailand, deborah's short visit, overnight study & angeline's new toy poodle! HAHA past few days on our way to school, she'd tell me what kind of names she has thought of for her puppy before she bought it. & we always ended up laughing so loudly whenever funny names came up. so glad we were inside the car. haha. she has decided on snoopy & the puppy is the most adorable that i've seen. omg i've visited it at her place & he's such a dear. so sweet & naughty haha. i'm gg to get mine after exams. YES EVERYTHING AFTER THE EXAMS!
wanted so badly to go clubbing with cousin & gang this sat at butter factory. newly renovated @ one fullerton. i heard the songs are all good & the place is huge. ahhh :( sadly, i really need the night to catch up with my studies & hopefully, squeeze more definitions & formulaes into this puny brain of mine :/
am seriously mentally & physically drained out these few weeks. school has been a bitch because i've to wake up so early when i've been sleeping at around 2-3am everyday. lost count of all the revisions classes & lectures that i've already attended. two more fucking weeks to exams omg someone pray for me kthx
okay, i've to go now, lotsa stuff to do but v little time left! |
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[Apr. 17th, 2009|06:34 pm] |
you know how sometimes, i think that i'm normal, i feel that i'm normal. but it's only because all this while, i've been hiding that one part of myself. that one part that i've been trying so hard for so long to lock up. that one part that almost destroyed me. that one part that i can't bear to have it back because i've no more tears. everything reminds me. every single little detail. i can be normal in the day, in fact i feel normal. i can laugh & sing at the top of my lungs, not caring who the fuck is listening, or whether did i go out of tune. but when it comes to night time, everything changes. it keeps coming back. it keeps haunting me. tell me what to do. tell me how to release myself. tell me how to give this up when i feel so far yet so close. i think maybe, just maybe, i'm sinking into depression mode at night. there are so many things that i keep thinking about. i feel quite useless, v useless actually.
i don't want to unlock that part, for i don't want to cry so hard almost every single night, until my eyes become so swollen, i can hardly see anything. again.
maybe, just maybe, i'm disappearing.
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[Apr. 15th, 2009|10:21 pm] |
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[Apr. 15th, 2009|05:13 am] |
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here i am, 515 in the morning. wondering why am i even thinking about this. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2009|01:53 am] |
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haha i was just looking at my pbf notes plus tutorials & the plate of soon kueh with alot of tom yam chilli, wondering which to tackle first. & i made a decision within 1sec. sorry jonathan peh & pbf notes, food beckons. HAHAHA.
seriously, anything, & i mean ANYTHING with tom yam chilli is heaven. i can eat anything, as long as i've tom yam chilli to go along with it.
everyone, scream " YUMMY TO THE MAX! " with me.
HAHAHAHAH WTF THIS IS OBVIOUSLY SELF ENTERTAINMENT & ASLIN WONG ( WHICH IS ME HAHA IM CRAZY ) IS CRAZY.
see what stress does to me. if i'm to do this til daylight, i better stay sane before i shout " TOM YAM CHILLI IS YUMMY TO THE MAX! " out of my window waking up everyone.
& some annoying asshole with no asshole is shining laser pointer light into my room !! that lil cockroach deserves something in return seriously. WAIT TIL I GET ONE LASER TOO YOU WAIT!
i saw one cockroach in one of the cupboard in my kitchen just now when i was taking plate for the " YUMMY TO THE MAX" tom yum chilli with soon kueh.
okay, im really going crazy & please don't call the number for woodbridge.
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[Apr. 11th, 2009|11:31 pm] |
ive so much to say but i dont know what to say. i feel like such a failure sometimes, failing at everything i attempt.
anw, have been busy all this while. i feel like clubbing. ive been so stressed lately. due to a million stuff. especially school & the main exam which is in 3weeks time. & like stressed out over the online store all. sigh, i need to drink, dance & forget about everything.
& hopefully i can.
it looks like, ive to go back to those days when i stay up all night at the airport to study for like 3 days a week?
i need green tea frap, poa notes & clubbing songs to keep me awake. good night.
although it has ended, i hope you know i do care.
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[Apr. 6th, 2009|10:42 pm] |
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just one week of silence. & we'll see if this thing can go far. Take care in camp. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2009|12:24 am] |
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i text my mum this afternoon to ask her not leave so much food for me at night as i wasn't really hungry. guess what she said?
" why? you finally found out you gained weight? "
!!!! THANKS AH MUMMY, YOU'RE THE BEST K. -.- seriously so annoying i stopped walking & burst out laughing.
okay, i just created a group on facebook for theredcouture. yay. & i really should be packing my stuff now. i can't wait to go thailand, seriously. even if it's just for three days.
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[Apr. 1st, 2009|01:41 am] |
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Hey monkeys. i've been slacking so much, i don't even know how to get back to study mode already. anw really boring week. on friday, had stats lesson from 10am all the way to 5pm & went for dinner with angeline & jingwen @ plaza sing. kfc rocks sockx btw. met cousin they all & watched DMC which was really stupid but funny nevertheless hehe.
went out with parents on saturday. & we had late lunch at this korean restaurant @ novena. food was good omgzx, i love the kimchi yum yum. the food servings were huge balls. we just sat there, eating & talking about my life. my life, yes. haha. i love going out with the parents. they pamper me all, ask me whether i want this that. & they pay for everything. no the paying part is not the only good thing. i just love it when our family hangs out. too bad brother was still at china. went to this flea near shenton way but it wasn't opened until sunday so went to this organic restaurant with them. yes, eat again you hear? haha. damn fat shitz i swear.
went out with terence baby on sunday. a fun-filled day i should say. we met up @ chinatown & went to the flea near shenton way with the help of the map my dad drew for me! haha wtf funny shitz. finally reached there & i bought a book! perfect match by jodi picoult. still reading it now, & its damn fanastic. good reads coupled with starbucks coffee is life man. went to han's for lunch after the flea. walao i saw this really cute big vintage bag but terence doesn't like it. so sad. okay back to lunch. food was good. ambience & company was great! haha. i love the han's there. daddy used to bring us there often for meals & we would order hugeballs. teehee. walked back to chinatown & we visited the heritage centre! haha it was my fourth time & i stll remember the previous time i went, i was alone. but we spent like 30mins max & we toured the whole place already omg? i spent like nearly 2hrs there the previous time. haha. terence said he'll bring me to national musemum next. great, i can't wait! had dessert after which was so good because it was so hot, we were melting. took a train down to ps & watched confessions of a shopaholic before heading down to airport to meet the parents. brother's flight was at ten so we had dinner at sakae first. walao was supposed to be swensons but dad wanted sakae so fine. teehee. good food all the same. waited for an hour plus & with much anticipation, he finally touchdown! haha. mummy was so eggcited when she saw him collecting his luggage haha. cabbed home & my brother came down with a fever. :( so poor thing. guess he can't adapt to the change in weather yet because it is winter in china now & he was there for frigging two weeks.
had a photoshoot yesterday with angeline for theredcouture's second collection. do support http://theredcouture.livejournal.com/ thankq loves. studied at airport today & met terence for dinner. we went to this restaurant at t2 level.. idk i forgot HAHA. it's one level above starbucks. the restaurant was cool shitz all. can steamboat, stew pot & bbq all at the same time. so we ordered the set for two & i was so full. but guess what, greedy pig wasnt! haha. so we took sky train to t3 & used up the money in the kopitiam card that daddy gave me. he was so bloated, serve you right piggy pokie. HAHAHA.
okay, i'm leaving for thailand this friday for a short getaway with the family awesome much, i can't wait!
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